It's Go Time B-e-y-o-t-ches!!

Yes that is correct. Less than 24 hours from now I will have started the gallbladder liver cleanse process. The excitement and the fear overwhelm me. Should I alert the authorities so that someone can check on me saturday and make sure I am still functioning??! No, it is cool, I know it will be good. I was at the health section of the store today because I needed to pick up some extra olive oil and was talking to the woman and she saw my slip of paper. She asked if I was doing a gallbladder cleanse and I said yes. She said, "oh it really works!! we have people come in all the time and it really works! Don't get your gallbladder out!" So that was sort of cool, to hear the extra reinforcement, even though I don't really need it at this point. I hope Josh Spaulding was right in his blog about how you feel so much better after the first flush. But he did say you have to follow the instructions exactly and don't try to do your own thing or vary it at all.

So this is good timing, because this week I have been out of focus with the car trouble, cold weather and the endless stress and fearful environment at work. I can do this cleanse and feel better, hopefully feel like my old self again sometime in the near future. I should write a book about gallbladders. I feel like I am becoming all too familiar with the whole thing and turns out there are billions of other people out there suffering with the same consequences of genetics and hormones.

I have had serious cravings all night but darn it all if I haven't bought anything at all to munch on! Just stupid ritz crackers for bree and those aren't really that exciting. I am settling for some honey chamomile tea to give me that sweet taste I need. Amidst that I am doing my car research homework. This will be a good test ...can I handle this stress and manage my healthy diet lifestyle, then I can handle it down the line too.

oh my goodness I just tried this aromassentials lotion - "awaken" that someone gave me as a gift last year and it is actually really nice. I should do stuff like this instead of eat. should... such a funny and over used word. Okay, back to car research, break time is over. Over and out people.